I haven't been in school much this week.

On Monday I came home during lunch cause I was an emotional wreak. So the next day I didn't go to school. Yesterday I went but came back home during lunch cause I puking everywhere. Not good.

So it's 3 something in the morning. I couldn't sleep so I got some me some tea and I'm writing this journal.

I haven't been working on anything much, but Roku's account and my other account ~Atsui-Natsu You should check out some of my wallpapers on there.

I did work on Chapter 7 a little it was nice writing again.

I'm having some trouble with my friends bacl down in Texas.

Three of them hate me. And I could care less cause one of them I made to hate me for their own good. I know that doesn't make any sense but to me it does. I'll explain later.

Two of them are my closest friends right now, one whom I text all the time and they're like a sister to me, the other I've fallen madily in love with. *sigh* I'm so love sick right now, it's crazy.

But they're having some trouble. So I worry...cause I'm a worry wort. They're all alone now in school...and...I'll explain it more when I get back home from school today...or sometime later.

As for my other friends...they're not really my friends anymore. And I'm okay with that. I never hear from them anymore and we don't try to keep in contact so whatever. I think I'm better off without them cause they remind me too much of the person I use to be and I hate that.

School's okay...nah that's a lie.

IT'S HORRIBLE

I'm missing 0.250 credits...out of 23! And their wanting to send me to some other school for three hours every tuesday. I mean what the hell's up with that? I'm missing a half of a half of a credit...they're crazy.

I'll easily make that up after I get back to school and get caught up with my work. Crazy stupid people piss me off. This school's weird too. You have to have so many credits every year to pass on to the next grade, my old school you just had to pass these tests and the '25' credits you had to have there, you had all four years to make, not so many each year to equal up to 23. I don't know. it's different and I'm doing classes that in this school are for freshman.

Like biology. My school goes Natural life, IPC, Then biology and then you have Phy and Chem with slipt semesters.

I'm also taking geometry...which here is for 9th graders. My old school was Algeraba, Math Models and then geometry and then algeraba II.

I don't know. This school makes me feel like an idiot. But in every class I hear people ask the most stupidest questions which make me feel better

Ah stupid people. What can you do but shoot em?

I'm sorry. I realized I'm ranting. I guess I have a lot of crap on my chest I need to get off. But not now. I'm sleepy so back to bed for me, I got to get up around 6 or something

OH!!!

One more thing.

I got a heating blanket!!! I it sooooooooo much Now I won't freeze~